Moody... moody... MOODY!!
Somehow I dont like this week at all. I had my hopes high that I could finally possibly get a MC on Tuesday. I had a dry throat on Monday and by night there was a slight pain and so I thought.. hey... not bad... I can take MC on tuesday and not go to work! ehehhe... but then Dad gave me some chinese medicine and I was okay the very nice day! ARGH!!! and so... i dragged myself out of bed and went to work. Since then, I was really hoping and praying I'll fall sick so I can just take 2 days MC and have a good rest at home. But no...... somehow my body isn't reacting well with the viruses surrounding me. I'm suppose to be infected... since 3 of my colleagues surrounding me are all not feeling well. We have on the menu, fever, sore throat, cough, and flu. I have NONE! wah liao! In addition, my bro is sick too and so... I shld be SICK!!
Work has been boring lately because of the lack of projects for the rest of the yr and thus I really think im wasting my life away at work, staring at my email acct with just 1 or 2 mails every other hour. And it's not I have plenty of leave to utilise, therefore MC is the best way to stay at home and just SLEEP! argh!!! frustrations.
Now, i cant fall sick coz I have do accompany some Japanese delegate to visit MTI and EDB for one of our visit programme. ah.... another frustrating note, i have to wear formal tomorrow, ON A FRIDAY!! I think what i would hate most is that i have to PR for a good 4-5 hrs. Not good.. not when im this moody.
Anyway, at work now... time is passing slowly as usual. I'm contemplating whether to go gym later or not. I'm wondering, has gym done any wonders for me. I still feel fat and look fat. Sigh and more so, I keep telling myself to cut down on my food intake, but i cant seem to stop that big appetite of mine. Today, in the URBAN supplement, they did a feature on female celebrities losing more weight to gain more fame. After I read what they eat for the day, I ask myself, why am I not as slim as them! They eat as much as I would, more so, coz they eat fried food too. So I'm here... trying very hard to just stick to 3 meals a day, howcome I feel im putting on more weight!!! i'm disappointed with myself. Maybe I shld really try 2-3 classes in a row. Maybe then.. i can burn away more calories!
Actually, I'm in a very bitchy mood now. I just wanna bitch abt everything. From those bukit batok people stealing my Jurong east mrt seats to my boss's fakeness to how blardy cold my office is to how irritating it is to walk to the mrt station to my outburst of boredom to practically everything la.
Im not in my usual chatty and happy mode. I want the weekend to come soon!!!!!! COME SOON SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!!!! MONDAY... dont even think of coming!!!
