Feelings... I wonder is it really my selfish self is being dominant or my true self telling me something.
Maybe coz im lonely. but then again, so what if i have company.
Maybe I'm ready to move on. Somehow.. i really keep having the urge.
Maybe it's the curiousity of what's life will be like after. I dunno.
I really hate making such an entry. But i guess, who else can understand. I've always been the person people talk to abt their feelings and sorrows, i guess it has become difficult for me to tell them how i feel. How ironic isnt it, me telling people what they shld be doing, when i dont even do it for myself.
I feel im not understanding enough. I feel I'm giving too much nonsense. But then again, why is it only me feeling the guilt? Can't be just me right. I mean.. i'm not the only one doing wrong righT? Maybe.. i shld really go out there and hang loose. Make some major mistake... so that i know im really living the life.
