Frustration Why issit that humans must possess this feeling called frustration/irritation/angst/anger etc? I am feeling frustrated now... very in fact.. over things that i feel i could have not feel frustrated with. Knowing my patience I think or would love to believe that I am able to control my temper over lil bits of things happening ard me.. but nope I can't. PMS? i dunno.. maybe... but i think alot of factors are adding to the frustration bit.
First: I'm unwell (it doesnt help knowing i can't recover soon becoz those ard me in office are always constantly sick) Second: I'm tired (despite having 6-7 hrs of sleep each day, i'm still feeling tired everyday, even after exercising!) Third: I have nothing much to do at work (I just dont understand.. everyone seems so busy except me.. i like to think i have to work OT.. at least i have some sort of value and worth. Argh! No one seems to be giving work that can last me for a few days!) Fourth: BF is occassionally being insensitive and this is constantly irritating the hell out of me! (He doesnt remember the things i tell him, only knows how to gamble and lose, only know how to have fun and then later on regret by complaining abt work and stress... and many more things of such is gng to happen)
Yep.. the four elements of my frustration. I really hate it.. but i am pissed.
I feel like i need to be left alone but then... i wish i had alot of things to do to keep my mind off all these stupid things!
I dunno... i think it all adds up... and finally.. i just need to vent out my frustrations.
I shld have a punching doll... or lots of money to go retail therapying! Both sound equally good and excellent! But unfortunately i dont have both.... see my elements of frustration!
