what shld i do? I have yet to make a decision. Now, I am contemplating to reject the job offered to me. I am not a sales oriented person and the position requires me to be one, hence the title, Sales and Marketing Executive. I am still waiting for cold storage to reply me and I do hope I get short listed for the 2nd interview. However, I am doubtful... i can't help feel.. i might not get it. Question is i am suppose to start work on monday and till now i have avoided any contact with the company pretending that i'm in msia for the week. I wish to delay the process of signing and confirming the contract, but then... i am not sure shld i even take up the job. I am torn between being choosy and wait for the right job for me or just take the job despite not enjoying it as much coz u may never know when i will get another job offer.
Shld i wait or shld i just go ahead? I can't seem to come to a decision and so much so any discussion on this topic i really dont wish to participate in. Unfortunately, i have to make that decision soon and quick. I cannot waste the company's time and money and i cannot waste my time frustrating and contemplating over this matter. Will GOD be good to me and give me what i want... or do i have to continue to work hard on something i dont really want and eventually move on to something else i would love to do in a couple of years time. I need some help here.... and i am still torn in between. Maybe because I dare not say no... it doesn't help that i know the people... as in the one who introduced me the job is an ex-colleague of mine. I dont wish to lie or betray them.. but my personal goals and happiness lie in my this very decision. I dont wish to start on a bad note but then again... do i have to be this choosy? What if cold storage rejects me... then all these things have gone to waste? Will i regret my decision whether i get cold storage or not. i really dunno.. but i think i will feel lousy for a long time.
The corporate world indeed is a cruel and heartless world. Even before i enter the work force, i've been pushed to such an extent. What's right and what's wrong... i can't seem to decide upon. I cannot delay much further too.
Shld i just take it and quit after 3 months? what's the point? shld i even take the job up. That's another thing.
life's abt choices and decisions... i made one wrong move and i regretted it, i dont want to regret my decision now.
