It isn't so bad! Actually Mambo Nights on Zouk Wednesdays are not that bad. I mean the people dancing to the sounds of rick ashley, bananaramas etc... are still interesting to look at. I think entertainment wise.... i give it a 100%. I went for mambo last night and i thought the music was actually not that bad. The music wasn't entirely 80s music but a good mix of some good 90s (late 90s) commercial music. It was good fun.... and i must admit... i did try to copy some moves... man i respect those pple on the podium. They know every word and action to the song.. literally every word. The crowd was different.. no doubt.. a lot more young people, but the crowd was a fun bunch. hhehe...... okie.... mambo nights afterall isnt so bad. Hhahaha... it's even better that its ladies night. Ha!
Anyway.. i guess i have to enjoy whatever partying and late night activities i have now before i start working after CNY. I really wonder if TIME is really on my side once i start working. Does my life just end the moment i start working or is there still time to really let loose and enjoy a nice night out. Is it possible? It seems that those i know who are working seem pretty restricted or at least tired to party hard. Weekends seem more like better days to sleep and rest than to play hard. Sigh.... i kinda miss being a student... leading that carefree life. I mean studyin sux especially if there are exams.. but still... that's the only thing u worry about - results! Once u start working ... u must worry a lot more...it doesn;'t help that u are in SINGAPORE as well. The culture encourages worrying and stress. Hai.... i lil bit of the australian culture will do singapore some good actually. Once again... maybe coz i refuse to admit i'm growing older and that i have responsibilites to take up and handle. Imagine in 7 years time i most prob be getting married and start thinking of having kids. Oh my... 7 yrs!!! i still can rem what i did 7 years ago... didn' seem all that far ago.
I think trying to admit my life is shortening fast is quite a feat. I wonder whether i led a good childhood, teenhood and young adulthood. I wonder if i was happy during those times and never regreted anything i did. I guess i wished i had more freedom in the past.... maybe my social life would be much better now... but i wont go there. I guess overall i'm glad i had encountered some experiences to make me learn some mistakes that i wont make again or improvements that are needed to be made for the sake of my future happiness and satisfaction in life. I forsee a rough patch in life now. I must stay contented in whatever i choose to do, what i've done, and what had happened. I may have still alot of uncertainty hidden inside me that needs some settlement but i do hope answers will be revealed soon. I guess everyone meets confusion... it's simply how u handle it and solve it that makes the difference.
Well..... to me.... it's welcome to the real world. I am an adult now.
