Before I study.... Okie.. thought i blog a bit before i study for my test tom. Speaking the test... i think it's gng to be damn tough. I have the topics that will come out for the test but they arent the questions proper. The just too general.. and it's not textbook theories that i have to study but the weekly readings of each topic. These readings sometimes don't answer the topic questions that might come out. Really dunno how man... it's 40% somemore.. and i dont know what my other marks are for my other assignments... so i aint sure.. if i can do well for this subject too. sigh......
Anyway......
Finally bought the right light bulb for my room. I have light!!! yeah!!!!! so deprived of light everytime i'm in my room... it really affects my concentration, not enough light reflected into my eyes. Went to chadstone this morning (borrowed kevin's car this week) to buy the bulbs and do some grocery shopping. This time i bought stuff with a mindset of healthy eating. I weighed myself at the gym yesterday... and oh no... not good news. Instead of maintaining... i actually gained!!! not tellin u guys how much.. but i think u can see from my current body shape and size how much i've gained. It was really a reality check for me. Last year this time... i was exercising regularly, and eating proper food like more vegetables and fruits. But now.... i eat pasta, instant mee, rice, chips (the worst!) and ice-cream. ARGH!!!!! I have till end of december (just before x'mas) to get back into the correct shape! Now after this week, i'll have more time to exercise.. so no more excuses to say.... no time.. or lazy.. or weather is bad!
U think gymig everyday would be a crazy thing to do?? But it's different kind of exercises each day.. working on the different parts of the body....
oh well...... i'll try...
Anyway...
I'm a bit worried for my family now.... dont worry nothing major happened.. just that they have some trouble getting a flight home after they come for my graduation. They are on waiting list for a few days and none of them seem quite positive. Asked help frm the people i know in SIA (melbourne) and they can't seem to help too because of certain pricing restrictions and the really popular time to fly out of melbourne. I really do want my family to come and attend my graduation... but now... i am even contemplating that they dont come at all. SAVE THE MONEY and SAVE THE HASSEL.... i dont wish them to lose their booking seats again just because they can't confirm a flight back home.
Sigh... also.... if they really can come here for my graduation.. i have to find a place for them to stay. I am contemplating of moving out of my place once my lease ends (which is end nov). Reason because all the other rooms in the house are occupied even till the time when my family comes down. So there is no room available for them. Plus the place will be overcrowded. I have 8 people in the house already... wouldn't want another 4 more to make it 12 in the house rite! Oh well.. i have been sourcing around to look a place to stay for a month (end nov to end dec). Hoping to find those 1 bedroom apartments with 1 living with kitchen, etc.. wouldn't mind paying a bit more for the extra space. Best places would be in the city or near city... no need to be clayton anymore except for my graduation itself.
But all these cannot be confirmed until my family confirms their flight here and back.
sigh.....
oh well...
My school term is ending soon.... this wednesday marks my last day of 2nd semester.. which also marks my last day for my whole school term in monash. Gonna miss this school. Miss the people... miss the place.. miss the weather.. miss the food.. miss the freedom.. miss the independence. My life here has really taught me many things, and showed me many realities in life. Shows me how important friends are when u're all alone in this big place. Taught me how to lead an independent, domestic lifestyle. How to save money and stinge some times, how to have fun, how to cook.. how to bake. I learned and past my driving here.. that marks another milestone in my life. Kevin's presence also made me realise how much he means to me, and that his company really matters alot to me. He being here has made my life even more fruitful and that i really enjoy my time with him here. I believe i've grew even closer to him here than when i was back home. Despite the long time we've been together.. i think this year itself has really proven to be the biggest test for us. I am really glad he came. I will definately miss the time i had with kevin.
alright... i think i shld head back to my books.... contemplating whether i shld go to library or stay at home. at least the television isn't in my room now.. that lessens the distractions. Okie.... i need to concentrate.
