there are times i let others down coz i can't make it to meet other friends. I'm sorry.... i wish i was a more socialble person.. i wish i was much nicer,friendlier, chattier, bitchier, and more confident abt myself.
Honestly.. i wished i had a renewal in life... maybe there's still time... i dunno..... something has to be done... but i dunno how... maybe too late... maybe too lazy... maybe i cant be bothered?? but if im not... then why do i feel this way.. time and time again!!
mayb coz i have no $$... thats why i feel i cannot socialise much.. coz most socialising ... u need cash!! but then again... not all the time...
