Appreciate the honesty I thank renee for her honesty. I do understand what she means.. and there is no need to apologise for being harsh... you're not. :)
Well... i dont want to say u all are the bad guys...i guess i feel i find it harder to enter into this friendship circle. I really try not to blame everything else. Like i said... i believe i am to be blamed too. You are right that the people I hang out with don't hang out much with u guys too. And those u hang out with... i dont hang out much either. I do wish things could be different.. but i guess not.
But i hope u can understand why I am reacting this way. Throughout my life... i never really had a group of close friends... or more so.. a group that would call each other once in awhile and hang out. I did have... but that was in primary school. other than that... nope.
Eventhough you all dont interact much with each other, especially when u all are busy... but at least u all still contact each other when there's a chance too. All i'm sayin is that i'm not one of those u would call.
Maybe again... u are right... i shldn't blame anyone. What's happening to me now... I do play a major role in it.
I'm sorry if I have offended u all with the words i've said. No hard feelings?
