today has been the worst day of the year!!! i am the world's most FUCKED UP girlfriend.. anyone can find.. or have! I didn't plan anything special for kevin for his birthday, and i know he's upset and disappointed in. I can't find any excuses, i'm the wrong... and i feel fucking lousy even now. we went by city aimlessly in the car, couldn't even make it to one proper destination of interest.... i would get angry if i had such a crap birthday!
I think this is it for me.... the really end i can ever go as a gf... i feel so tired now.. sick with sore throat, stress from school, lack of sleep.. and now.. the feeling of total guilt!
Life's shitty now.... kevin deserves a better bday than this.... now what's he gng to say to pple on what he did on his bday?? the answer.. NOTHING.
