its so cold out there!!!! shit man...... and the heater aint that strong!!! maybe its time to get another heater. sigh..... this is the negative side of living in a room where one whole side is filled with windows! so vulnerable... tomorrow's weather is gng to be very very cold too!!! windy with showers... thats like the ultimate coldness!!! argh!! so what if its gng to be 17 degrees.... it's the wind that kills! And me wanna head to clayton to buy some stuff... but see how the weather is like first. If only i have a car... wont have to worry a thing!!!
Anyway... i shouldn't have bothered to go school at all today.... as usual.. tut and lecture were boring.. left halfway durin lecture.. coz i really dont understand what that fellow is talkin abt. Oh well... i'm screwed for the exam then.... 60%!!! I've got to get my act together soon!!! I cannot waste any more time and be restless anymore!!! It's week 9.. and soon it'll be exam week.... argh..... shit man... maybe having 3 day week aint that good.. coz u aint motivated to study at all. And i cannot afford to wake up late already.... its crazy!!! its just like suddenly u keep wakin up so late... half of my day gone just like that. I think the weather plays a part.. but also my lack of exercise!!!
Shit man i have to get some sweat moving... i'm like a bloody pig waiting to keep growing fatter at the butt! argh!!!! i cannot afford to be lazy anymore.! but where can i find that will power, that motivation, that enthusiacism, that positive energy, and that focus to do things right! shit man.... i'm procrastinating big time!!!!!
sigh.... alrite for a gd start... im gng to sleep early today (1.20am)... no more oversleeping.. and being lazy already...!!! pple be my witness!!! scold me if u see me lazing and procrastinating!! OKAY?? PLEASE??? sigh..... like so easy to do like that!
okok.... me gng to sleep... i'll force myself... I NEED OPRAH!!!
