its thurs nite... and there was lightening and thunder just now.. and i thought, '' oh no!! its gng to be a cold nite!! and boy would it be nice to sleep in" but now, no lightening or thunder, and no rain too.. cheat my feelings!!! argh!!! today's weather was good, 19 degrees, bright and sunny, too bad i had no sch today so didn't really head out cept for my driving class.
Driving was good. I really love this instructor of mine. She's really friendly and chatty, and she makes me less tense. Today she said i improved alot, and that i observe things.. so glad i have her as my instructor. I feel more confident taking the exam with her guidance. :) After driving, I went to caufield to meet kevin, went there to play badminton. Today there weren't many pple, so we took one court for ourselves. I think my stamina is not as good anymore, i got so tired and restless so fast. Ended up playing for like 35 mins and that's my exercise for the week! How interesting ah!! Looks like I want to lose weight also hard already. I hope my no snacking diet would at least help me abit. But then again... it's so hard... saw in coles today, doritos is $1.99 and chocolates is selling cheaper... sigh!!! argh!!!!!!!! why do i like sweet things!!! sheesh! how nice if i dont fancy chips/sweets/chocolates/ice-cream... then i confirm sure slim slim one!! hahaha
This week has been a good week for me... seen so many friends and hanging out with them... i like it. quite a no. came over to my place and they saw my pics on the wall... most say i look like ah lian.. so sad... where got!!!!!! I'm not kkk!!!! at least most pple say i look nicer in long hair... hahaha... i agree too. When my hair really becomes long... i'll go for ceramic wave... I think it'll be a nice change, plus i think i'll look rather good in really wavvy hair.. since i already have natural wave. But i think that's gng to happen when i'm in sg.
Candida is in town!!! yeah!! so nice to see such a familiar face... plus i havent seen her for quite awhile already. Saw her only once when i was back in sg during the summer break. And she has this really cool hairstyle.. hahah TRENDY!! I like.. :) Went over to alvina's place yesterday, so nice to see all in seascape too... watched CSI, then went over to alvina's room to see her pics with candida. well... i just know i had a great time... to be around with so many friends.
Tues evening... i went coffee with jon and renee at the new IT building cafe.... i just like to chill with them.. Jon treated hot chocolate and baci.. heheh thanks jon!! I just like being with friends... It makes me feel i'm still part of a friendship. i still rem awhile back.... i feel i had no friends.. or at least i feel i'm losing out in some friendship.... but i feel... if i try.... i think i wouldn't be so distant with friends. Making sense pple? hahah....
I came to realise at this period... friends and family are very impt to me....i realised that last yr when i cam over to australia on my own. I really value these relationships.... and i want to make a change in these relationships...I dont have much time, once i'm back in sg.... time is gng pass me so fast.. i dont know if i have the luxury of time to make amends and make relationships with family and friends work. I'm not getting young anymore.... 21 gng on 22... and this yr.. time is passin so fast.
sigh.... i wrote alot of things for my journal entries for people skills... i wonder what my lecturer's feedback would be to them.... they are my inner thoughts and feelings... and i want to know whether what i was thinking or am thinking is normal or not.
oh well... i'm distracted now... wont be fair to write a distracted blog.
